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simply no title could be place on this post, its because i am writing in the middle of the night while laying on my stomach in my bed in the dark. i can't sleep or more precisely i am afraid to sleep, last night was terrible with my dreams going on full torque making over dramatic scenes of my regular life. as i was waiting for isyak prayer at the surau, i dozed off a bit only to find out i was day dreaming my nightmares. its feel so tiring, now i am hesistating to go to sleep, even my hearts pounds as i close my eyes, so many things happened at the same time, i am not sure anymore, whether i am over reacting over paranoid or just something else, perhaps is the former two.. well.. i do hope so.