Saturday, May 13, 2017

Self Hate

Pretty much hate myself now

My dad died on Feb 14

I am now permanently placed in a travelling exhibition and I have to travel all over Malaysia by force for months at a time.

To add salt to wound, their are plenty of people thinking that is such a good idea... Like you can have my job and let me have a boring job staying in KL

When I am about to move into my house, I am now permanently outside

I spend my days watching random shit on TV. Even though, I don't watch that show,  I just like the numbness and also the a way to just forget everything

Meh..


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